Gaian Shifter - M
First Initial: M
Gender: Female
Species: Gaian Shifter (Raccoon)
Classification: Living Entity
Alignment: Urban & Dark Energies
Experience Level: Intermediate+
Favourite Song: Lifestyles of the Rich & Famous - Good Charlotte
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"People say that trends come and go, but have you ever felt stuck in a time period while the rest of the world has already moved on to the next ideal "aesthetic"? I've often felt displaced, feeling like I was born into the wrong world, the wrong timeline, the wrong body. My soul feels like it's meant to be somewhere else. Maybe through companionship I'll finally find where I belong."
M is a all grit and a pinch of lace. A strong-minded woman with a clear idea of who she is supposed to be, M has never settled for anything less than what she feels she deserved in a world she has always felt out of place in. Always feeling like she had to mask in order to get by socially, M turned to her internal world to fuel her need for connection. Spinning a world of her own creation, M wrote epic stories to express herself, staying up late into the night and writing with a ball point pen on lined paper. She has fond memories of her childhood day-dreaming about what never was, and even as a very small girl would would encourage her friends to play unique games of make-belief with her instead of just the usual games of "house".
As the years have rolled by, M turned to witch craft. While she doesn't have a specific path that she adheres to, the closest thing that M would consider herself to be would be a poetry or music witch. While she incorporates other aspects of witch craft such as crystals, spell jars, homemade drip candles, and ritual oil making into her path, music is where her soul connects best. She feels fairly strongly that in a past life she may have been follower or disciple of Bragi, and so M writes her poems and puts them to music.
Due to this sense of being "displaced" from time, M's sense of fashion hasn't really changed since the equivalent of our 90s, and her taste in music hasn't expanded much over the years, having found her niche that she has hyper fixated on. With a love of pop punk, glam rock, and operatic metal, most of M's music and poetry features topics that are common to find within these genres. She likes to explore the concept of death, politics, war, strife, heartbreak, and love. She would love a companion who is comfortable exploring these themes alongside her.
In companionship, M is not seeking a primarily sexual relationship. M's libido is pretty much non-existent towards other people, except for in rare instances, and is sexually more interested in herself than she is in others. While she could call herself autosexual, M prefers the label asexual so that she doesn't have to explain herself. She wants a companion who will accept this aspect of herself, and while she is romantically sapphic-leaning and capable of intimate affection with someone, M doesn't want there to be expectations of physical contact. She would rather these sorts of moments occur organically when the mood strikes, but without any pressure to perform. As far as romantic attractions go, M prefers feminine men and women, and likes to be the "dominant" one. She isn't actively seeking a romantic connection at the moment but is open to it should it occur, and is instead looking for a best friend that she can admire femme people from afar with.
M's ideal companion would be interested in Norse mythology, music, and "girl talk". By this, she means watching movies and shows and coo-ing over attractive actors and characters together, talking about crushes, and sharing everything together about their obstacles and victories. But she also wants someone who is a little rough around the edges like her too so that her and her future companion can be bad ass babes together. And maybe, if you feel so inclined to do so, M's future companion might consider taking up an instrument or song writing as a form of bonding together. If not, sharing witchy rituals together would suit M just fine!